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i love you too, ed (Tuesday, December 01, 2009)
i finished new moon for the 4th times (guess, i cried for the 4th times! hehe), and now i feel more understand before this. wew, it's strange to touching my mouse now, i was touching my mouse and i felt never touch mouse or.... keyboard? yea, you read and world get more strange. fine.and this afternoon, no, i mean, yesterday, i watched new moon again with bella. okay, not bella the vamprie girl, but bella my friend. ha-ha. i think a cool movie must watched more than once, and i did it with twilight *laughing* i think i've problem with my eyes, or their tears... the tears are never ever empty and... gosh, i cried again.
i think i'm wrong with some ideas. but i'm not really wrong *smirking*
well, i said that edward said "marry me" in the movie and doesnt in the novel right? actually, this is what edward said:
movie: "marry me"―menihkalah denganku
novel: "u've marry me"―menihkalah dulu denganku
i'm not wrong *shinchan's dancing* and that's different! everyone who has read the novel and watch the movie knows, "marry me" is just in the eclipse novel. but "u've marry me" is in new moon novel, and bella rejects it! and the meaning is different ofcourse, hohoho
and this is my pure my false, i didnt say yet but i thinked harry isnt dead in the new moon novel, but eclipse novel. and im wrong, i know charlie prepared someone's dead (i cant remember exactly because i didnt read again the book for my preparations) but i didnt think that was harry, in fact yeaaah, harry is dead.
and before read new moon, i thinked something but i didnt publish it yet. the movie doesnt tell more about volturi and werewolf, and the movie doesnt tell about how can bella had the edward's voice in her mind too. why bella can did that? it just her thinked.
oh yea, and 2 words that i love so much in new moon novel! i forget i love that words <3 <3 <3
"nantinya akan terasa seolah-olah aku tak pernah ada"
"aku suka syarat ini"
and the 2 words arent appearing in the movie. hell.
aaah, this is too morning to posting a post *laughing* i'm in my mood to writing this, coz im the moody one. and i'm not doing my homework yet. and bella is asking me now to help her. bye, see ya!
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update (Friday, November 27, 2009)
gua salah liat. gue belom liat semua foto.jeje mukanya sedih, banget. cangmin juga. cangmin, gapernah gue liat dia ketawa, senyum sekalipun. hah.... sigh.
dan tau apalagi yang aneh? gue juga baru nyadar: POSISI
posisi normal itu junsu-yuchun-jejung-changmin-yunho
posisi dibawah ini normal, cuma dibalik doang kan dari biasanya? tapi liat distance nya jaechunsu-minho. itu TIDAK normal.

what the fuck? haaaaaaaaaah.... sigh sigh sigh. muka mereka kenapa gaenak? padahal udah lega banget mereka berlima lagi.... BANGKEEE... tau ga, mereka berlima jadi makin KURUS?
SM, gimme back my boys
itu kan yang di miyaneya ya, gue barusan nonton stand by u yang di best hits song fest. gila...... nyanyinya...... bukan masalah bagusnya, PASTI baguslaaaah... cuma, serius deh tampang2nya :( gila, sakit hati banget liatnya
kayanya salah banget mau ngelakuin banyak hal dan gamau ngelakuin apa2. gue sempet gatau apa yang mau dilakuin, terus tidur. tapi waktu ada rencana banyak apa yang mau dilakuin, jadi bingung mau ngerjain yang mana dulu.
gue mau baca; baca ulang twilight sampe breaking dawn, the host (novel belom selese dibaca karena males), atau perahu kertas? gabisa milih diantara ketiga itu
gue mau nonton; live2 & show2 bigbang, live2 & show2 dbsk, atau otomen (dorama yang belom selese di tonton, bahkan 1 disc pun)? bingung milih yang mana
gue mau belajar; fisika, mtk, biologi, apa kimia? gabisa milih juga
naaaah, intinya, gue mau baca, nonton apa belajar? mending yang mana dulu?
i have something new, that u'll tell me "bitch go to the beach" (Thursday, November 26, 2009)
judul apa itu aneh sekali. tak taulah, gue kan emang suka judul aneh2 gitu ga nyambung ama post-an HAHAHA
i was watching new moon in bsd xxi at 7.45 with tari and jaget except cangal; this movie is cool, cooler than twilight i thought. i've been waiting this movie for so long, and already finished the books. twilight-new moon-eclipse-breaking dawn. when midnight sun's book and eclipse's movie will be released? seriously, i'm waiting now :)
when i watched twilight, i wasn't really satisfy because the important things are gone. but it's cool movie, so i dont mind at all :D
when i read new moon, chapter 3, i cried like a wild animal. fuck edward with his blablabla things, i wanna kill him at that time. me? never crying before when reading a translation-novel, including twilight. new moon is really angst, what a shit that she was imagine when she wrote this novel? stephenie meyer, congrats. u made me cry.
i thinked new moon as same as twilight, it must be some important parts skipped. but, yeah, in the fact, the important things are there. i'm happy, although i know a movie hasn't long time to tell the story like in the novel. but new moon is REALLY COOL, u must watch it!
i guess i would cry, and yeah, i cried :D but there's something annoyed me (this is spoiler, dont read it if you dont want) edward said "marry me" in the end of new moon movie. and i told kaire, those part isn't in new moon, but eclipse! about 500 (page), edward asked bella to marry him. the different with movie's version and book's version are so far! i'm protesting o_o i know the movie and the book will different, but i dont like it. it's very annoyed.
and when bella asked the cullen family about her transformation, in the book, edward will got angry and i really love that part! i think edward is really cool when he's angry, but in the movie there isn't that part! i'm upset TT_____TT but the part when edward-felix fight, i really like that! i think that's the coolest part (action part ofcourse)
and jacob become handsome, hehehe. but i like edward the most, not robert, but edward. and bella is more beautiful than in the twilight movie. but (again and again) i fucked jacob when he wanna kissed bella. fuck, fuck, fuck. edward-bella forever! <3
i hope eclipse will be more good :D new moon is really cool, but the book that i love the most is eclipse. and i wonder, how will renesmee's looks like?

gila, muka si jeje kayanya yang seneng banget gitu. gue ikut seneng banget, banget, MEREKA MANGGUNG BERLIMA LAGI! *joget sambil nangis terharu* tapi ntah kenapa, minho kok rada jauh gimana2 gitu ya. ah, paling feeling doang, belom ditonton juga acaranya >:) tapi serius, minnie CAKEP BANGET disitu. gue suka banget minnie disitu aaaa >______<
conversation II (Wednesday, November 25, 2009)
xxx: vin, umur yang tertua di dbsk berapa?gue: *ngitung umur jeje* kayanya 23...
xxx: ooohh berarti 7 tahun lagi
gue: emang kenapa?
xxx: ngga, kata bokap yyy kalo boyband di korea itu umur maksimal member tertuanya 30 tahun harus bubar
gue: haaa? harus bubar?
xxx: iya, gaboleh lama2. suju SNSD aja gini gini gini bla bla bla
gue: *menaikan sebelah alis* masa sih?
yyy: bukan gitu, tapi kata bokap gue biasanya boyband2 korea emang kaya gitu rata2, mereka ntar bakal bubar dan milih solo
gue: ooohhh, gue kira harus *ketawa* hmmm gimana yaaa, abis yuchun sendiri pernah bilang mereka bakal bareng terus bukan cuma 1 atau 4 tahun lagi, tapi 20 tahun, 100 tahun, sampe 200 tahun mereka bakal bareng lagi. ya kalo yuchun tau ada peraturan begitu mana mungkin si yuchun ngomong gitu? lagian, gue yakin dbsk bukan tipe yang bakal bubar gitu, kan always keep the faith. kalo gue bilang dbsk sama kaya boyband2 korea yang kaya gitu, berarti gue ga SUKA sama dbsk dong? berarti gue ga ngerti mereka dong?
xxx: hanya Tuhan yang tahu
(bacotan gue selanjutnya ga di dengerin sama mereka)
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waktu gue pertama kali liat itu pikku, gue teriak lalu berlinang air mata (lebay mode: on) tapi serius, minnie CAKEP banget disitu
itu mereka ke jepang ya? HOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
